Its been a year since, i posted anything. Well, here i am again, to let you all know about it all!
I'd just like to ask y'all, how does betrayal really, feels like? well, if you really want to know, its right here.
So, it all just started so random, as the girl named, Aish, often used to think in her mind of the man she always dreamt of, and still continues to dream of, must be a Doctor by profession and must be responsible enough to manage things by his own. And would you guys just believe, what happened the next?
Ya, y'all thought it right, when there entered a MBBS pursuing boy, Hank (an egoist, full of attitude which he got out of 'MBBS' ofcourse, that too from a so called private medical college, you know what i mean) , whom she'd say as, wasn't a man enough(for Aish). This boy just entered into Aish's life out of nowhere and since Aish was unsure about Hank, as she didn't knew him, that cunning boy, very beautifully, managed to please her in all possible ways and ofcourse, the girl was so much influenced by his thoughts, his ideas and his passion (probably which seemed to be fake after, what all he just did) and most of it that he "claimed to love her".
All was going well for one month, until the girl noticed some changes in that boy's attitude towards her, the way he used to avoid her, and asked for all the rubbish things which, he basically demonstrated to be as, "love" claiming that a relationship doesn't only includes love but also love-making (lust you know). The boy was somewhere acting smart in his own sense, though the girl didn't got to know the things real soon, but she used to have a lot of anxiety and you won't believe it guys, this boy used to remain in her mind all day and night, she was unable to focus on anything as her anxiety didn't let her to; Though Aish got some instincts of the boy that he's somewhere cheating on her, she used to believe his lies to a far greater extent as she was so much into him and trusted him above all, cause the boy had so much influence over her that she couldn't just imagine a man like him.
Still, Aish managed to act right and get over all sort of instincts, but we all have heard of "jooth zada din tak nahi chipta", one fine day the girl, out of somewhere after getting so much of negligence, finally thought of spilling the game, where she with all the proves got to know that she was being cheated on, by his own man whom she trusted blindly and gave him, all her heart.
The girl played a brave move of , asking him , "why did you just cheat on me, what did i do, where was i wrong?" that you did this to me instead? and the boy was like "why? what happened? and then, that" nahi hopara tha tere sath....."
Till date, She keeps asking herself, "WHY DID YOU CAME, WHEN YOU DIDN'T WANTED TO STAY..ATER ALL IT WAS ALL YOUR CHOICE FOR, ME BEING THERE IN, THEN WHY YOU JUST BACKED OUT, WHAT TYPE OF PERSON YOU EXACTLY WERE?". The girl somehow managed to be on her own, and that, never to see this fellow's face again ever in her life, who just ruined her so bad...she was in tears, all broken, and couldn't just let anyone know of, what just was going in her head, rather just sharing it up with one of her real best friends, Catherine who, not only boosted her up and, never to allow such shit in her life again, and that not waiting for anyone, Hereby, ending up with, "The right one who's meant for you, will be there with you and you won't have to search for him or, beg to him for, him being him"; it would all just happen by itself, you just need not worry
All her way over this, earlier, she used to pray to God, to punish Hank, but now that, she's somewhat over it, she prays to god, to bless that man and may that all good happen to him, but, whatever he did to her, then when, she needed him instead...he left her , should be repayed to him in every possible sense, to make him realize of, not to betray someone , maybe who'd have loved him the way, no one ever would have.
I just wanna ask my crowd, is it too difficult or, too egoistic for a person, to put in the effort, so that the things could have gone the way they should have been?
Why do people fear truth, when they don't really fear to perform other vulnerable tasks?
